I've been turning up the dial, but I hear no sound
I resist what I cannot change
And I wanna find what can't be found”
Well all of you are nothing, I'm sorry that I messed up girl.”
Of the moments I shared with you
Moments before we two
Than loving a man who didn't know what he had when he had it
And I see the permanent damage you did to me
Never again, I just wish I could forget when it was magic.
I wish it wasn't 4 AM standing in the mirror
Saying to myself, you know you had to do it
I know the bravest thing I ever did was run
Sometimes in the middle of the night I can feel you again
But I just miss you and I just wish you were a better man...
A better man”
When I meet my friends, it’s uncomfortable
Cuz they just ask me if I’m doing ok
Now i’m fine, don't ask about her
There’s a lot more things to talk about
Why do you keep pointing out the empty spot?
How many times do I have to tell you? I’m fine
The sky cleared up now
It’s easier to rest now
I wrapped up all my emotions
I’m numb now
So stop worrying about me...
Actually, I think I held it in too much
I wanna cry, I wanna cry
I wanna cry, I wanna cry
Because of me, even my surroundings get darker
I realize, that cloud is me”
I deliberately look for a song we listened to together
My heart says it's okay to be sad or depressed today
It doesn't matter anyways, when this night is over
I'll forget you again and live like that for a while
And you'll only live on in my heart”
I try to turn things back
We try to ignore it
But at this point
How can we love again?”
where waves were
I feel you’ll disappear
to a far off place
I miss you again and miss you more”
On the way back, there was emptiness”
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car to the stairs
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess?
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you”
How come I end up where I went wrong?”
How I long to be with you.”
Not because I lost you
But I know I can’t hold you even if
I miss you to death”
I look so pitiful
But still, it’s the reason I blink and breathe and live
Is this right for me? Or am I being chased down?. . . .
Be honest, be honest with me
Don’t hide it, please don’t hide it
Since when did you start crying?
Do you know what kind of face you’re making?
My heart will burn red
But my ashes will scatter so lightly
I know that I’m useless now
I’m just dusty baggage
I shout out and blame myself
But you have no answer”
Your words keep lingering in my ears
So it’s not cold at all today, on this warm winter
Because you’re always by my side”
I’m pulling you to me again
I’ve turned back the frozen clock hands”
Oh, I used to treat you sweetly. I would pull you to my chest as you cried about the ocean slipping quickly through your hands. You were searching for one grain of sand along an endless beach. As I was building you a castle that you just refused to see.”
There was no ice cold shoulder, there was no ugly scene.
She just smiled and didn't say the things I knew she'd say to me.”
What am I?
Am I what you need?
What you need?”
And you didn't hear, all my joy through my tears. All my hopes through my fears. Did you know, still I miss you somehow?”
With my hands around your neck”
You know he's only callin' 'cause he's drunk and alone
Two: Don't let him in
You'll have to kick him out again
Three: Don't be his friend
You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning
And if you're under him, you ain't gettin' over him.”
I was wrong, I was wrong
Come back to me, baby, we can work this out”