I've learned to lose you, can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'”
Wearing a warning sign
Wait 'til the world is mine
Visions I vandalize
Cold in my kingdom size
Fell for these ocean eyes”
I am happy, that's just the saddest lie.”
I pass the aux, you pass the spliff. We can escape into the bliss.”
Oh, when you're looking at the sun”
But thanks to the scars you gave me
I became the main character
in a sad love story”
But baby you're the right kind of wrong.”
But I know you're still listening to see if I sleep or I pierce my skin
Needles to the worn out rags
The folds in my arms, the sickening black
And I haven't been taking my meds
Lock all the cabinets, send me to bed
Cause I know you're still worried I'm gonna get scared
Cause I'm alone again and I don't like the things I see”
See her face whenever I, I look at you.
You won't believe all of the things she put me through. This is why I just can't get with you.”
That's what you tell me when you're leaving
Change your mind every night like the seasons.”
Do you remember?
The one you used to know,
I'm not the same one.
See what the time's done.
Is that why you have let me go?”
I still haven't moved yet
I knew you were gone months ago
But I can't think of anyone else”
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up (and you won't know)
So do you think that we could work out a psalm
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try”
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it (we lost it).
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away.
All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.”
Hard to believe I treated someone beautiful so ugly”
One little thought to me
Though someone else may be
Nearer your heart?”
But it's too late now to call a halt”
In your passing touch, stay for a minute
In that short moment, everything stopped for you and me
Those times shine for me”
Loneliness and misery, the difference is only one memory”
Sometimes I think it’s just for you
That I live and breathe...”
She don’t even know you,
She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me.
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Instead of just invisible.”
when I'm shopping for expensive clothes.
I be high
when I get what I couldn't before.
I be high
in the club while I'm poppin bub.
But I be low
at the shows in my dressing room.
I be low
when I see that I'm a different dude.
I be low
on the plane looking at the sky.
I be low
but my highs keep the rhythm tight.”
The flashy world is filled with different colors and scents
The center of that is you, you’re perfect, just one idol
I try stopping myself but my jealousy toward you rises up
I hate you and love you, can’t understand these feelings”
But it’s too much to even linger next to you
I know it’s funny to compare myself to the great you”
Your howlin' into the night won't do”
What you've been up to, whose bed you're crashing now.”
Wait, I'm starting to suffocate! And soon I anticipate! I'm coming undone!”
‘Baby make me proud
You've got such a pretty face
But such a dirty mouth’
But how come when I tell you
What's on my mind like men do
I'm called crazy?
Roll it up, puff-puff, pass-pass
Never too many, grab bags
Too many hoes with fat ass.”