And hey, I'm 48, and I'm healthy and happy, and both my mom and dad are still alive, and I can see the bridge twinkling like gold out my window. I look up and Jimmy Fallon's face is on TV, and just like Billy Crudup or Anna Paquin or Jason Lee. Every time I see them on TV it reminds me of when I was 32. Everything I had been through has led me to this beautiful piece of music that I'm listening to while I'm laying in bed next to beautiful you.